Thoughts upon wasting yet another day thinking about videogames I'd like to make and not doing the tiniest thing to teach myself Unity

Maturity is: 

Getting better at and learning more about a few things while forgetting a lot of other things.

Getting so used to doing things in ways that's easiest to you that you can't function if that way is blocked to you. It's weighing the convenience of a talking phone against the risk of Apple stealing your life, your freedom, your hobbies, your work, your personal life and your personality, and deciding it's worth it.